Wednesday, July 08, 2009

It seems every day since that day is a better day from the day before.

Thursday, July 02, 2009

Baba dan Adek

Ari tu Baba penat balik keje. Mama tak balik lagi. Baba suruh Adek buatkan kopi dan dia terus pergi mandi. Adek bancuhkan kopi susu Baba dan terus hantar ke bilik Baba. Masa tu Baba dah mandi dan Baba pakai sarung saja. Adek pun letak lah kopi susu Baba kat meja tepi katil Baba.

Baba minta Adek urut belakang Baba. Cian Baba penat. Adek pun naik atas belakang Baba yang meniarap di atas katil. Badan Baba besar dan Adek terpaksa menggunakan selurug tenaga Adek untuk mengurut Baba. Entah macam mana sarong Bapa terlepas dan Adek ternampak buntut Baba. Adek pun buat macam biasa je tetapi isi hati Adek macam lain macam. Adek rasa nak stim tapi Adek terpaksa menahankan nafsu Adek.

Lama jugak Adek mengurut belakang Baba, nafsu Adek semaking menggelegak di dalam. Adek tak tahan lagi, Adek nak sangat tengok konek Baba. Adek pun suruh lah Baba pusing depan. Baba terkejut dan dgn marahnya Baba berkata, ‘Kau nak buat nie? Sudah le tu! Baba dah ok nie. Apa lah nak jadi dengan kau nie? Lebih baik kau pergi main bola dengan kawan-kawan kau kat padang tu.’ Baba macam tahu je apa niat di dalam hati Adek. Adek cepat-cepat keluar rumah menangis. Adek malu!

Satu minggu Adek tak berani nak bersemuka dengan Baba. Mama tanya jugak kenapa dengan Adek tapi Adek terpaksa berpura-pura yang Adek bizi sebab banyak homework sekolah yang tak siap lagi.

Wednesday, July 01, 2009

I would prove to men how wrong they are to think that they
stop falling in love as they get older, since they actually start
getting older as soon as they stop falling in love..

apparently by Gabriel Garcia Marquez

Friday, June 19, 2009

A Small Note Pad

Feeling alone and horny, I made a stop at my regular sauna hangout. Hunting and being hunted is the game there. As I was shedding my jeans and t-shirt, I saw a cute boy walking passed me. I quickly wrapped myself into my towel and hurried looking for him. To my disappointment, he was nowhere to be seen. Someone might have got to him first. Damn!

It was when I was having my cigarette at the open-aired courtyard that I saw him again. He saw me and he had that cheeky smile on him. Jackpot! I knew that he was interested. He walked passed me towards his group of friends while stealing short glimpses at me. I smiled and he smiled back. As he sat down with his friends, I realised that his friends was using the sign language to communicate. Emmmmm … so he was either deaf or dump. Does that make any different to me? Obviously NOT, blame it all on my hormone.

I knew that the boy was telling his friends that I was making an eye at him. Even if you do not know sign language, you would be able to guess what they are talking about especially when fingers were pointed and there were occasional stares towards you. Suddenly, there was like a huge invisible fly swapper striking them, the rest of his friends just ‘flew off’ leaving the piece of meat out in the open. The tiger went in for the kill. Ha ha …. Not that vicious lah.

I went and sat next to him. He instantly whipped out a small note pad and wrote on it. I answered back by writing. This writing back and forth went on for quite some time. He was quite an intelligent boy after all but most importantly he was so damn cute and my loin was screaming! In the end I asked him to follow me back to my place. He agreed and I was so overjoyed to have him all to myself.

No time was wasted when we arrived at my place. I lead him straight into my bedroom. It was a hot night and I had to open the window because my bedroom did not have aircon. He was lying on the bed, spreading himself all ready for me. I didn’t need that small note pad to know that he was ready. Go for the kill! He was damn good at foreplay. I was so turned on that I had to turn him around. I had to fuck him real good. He was taking it all so damn well and his body language was showing me that he enjoyed it. Ah! No need of that small note pad here.

All of the sudden, he screamed on top of his lung as if in pain and being bashed up by some bully. WTF! He was expressing his orgasmic moment. Obviously he did not know how loud he was but my fucking neighbours would have heard all this as the windows were wide open. I panicked and that moment of time I needed to tell him to keep it down but where the fuck is that small note pad! The funny thing is, during my state of panic, that simple international sign language that everyone knows to silence is to put your index finger on the lips and this, I was not able to remember at that FUCKING moment of time.

Friday, June 05, 2009

The Confession

Forgive me father for I have sin

All mighty I was that’s where I begin
Zealous at first completely I’m in
Love and passion broke by nothing
Anticipation of challenge came within
With strength and endurance I promise him

All said and done I did my best
Reaching a threshold at pinnacle of my test
What future holds if I see no progress?
In that bleak moment I gave it a rest
I shun away for my heart is in a mess

Forgive me father for this is my sin

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

Birthday Wish

I have been praying for in vain
A simple man to take away my pain
From heaven above down you came
My saviour, my angel and my saint
God have answered without disdain
I welcomed you without a shame
Undying love with all the flame
The future together for us to claim

(Shaq @ Kuala Lumpur, 22 Dec 2008)

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

The Multimillion Project Queen

I have heard from my friends of their many sex adventures. Adventures like having sex with a total stranger at the back of a bus or on the moving train or high up in the airplane, getting free taxi ride by offering sex to the taxi driver, making out with a room delivery personnel at a hotel, seducing drunken lorry driver at a cheap hotel, going down on a policeman who wanted to issue him a summon and so forth. However, this to me is the most interesting of them all.

My friend, Andrew, cruised at construction site. What he did was he sneaked into the multimillion construction site at late night. He usually brought with him lipstick and compact powder but dressed straight. After locating the open air bath room, he settled himself not far away from it discreetly yet quite visible from the foreign construction workers who are cleaning themselves after a hard day work. As the worker took notice of him, he took out his lipstick and colour his lips. Then he casually made a few pats with the compact powder. Amazingly these actions did excite the foreign construction workers who are obviously had not had sex with any woman for a very long long while. Voilá! Free sex with straight men!

The reason why it had to be at a multimillion construction site is because, Andrew explained, there would be more selection of men and the staff turnover is high. Because of this, we used to call Andrew the Multimillion Project Queen.