I was having lunch with my good friend. Out of the blue, he asked my opinion on chem sex. I asked him why? He told me that he was approached by a guy on the G4M and wanted to have chem sex with him. I told him of my personal experience ....
With threesome as the bait, I had no hesitation of accepting their offer. I went back with Mike and Joe to their place after clubbing.
I knew they were already on E at the club and I was cool about. They offered me some in the club but I declined. Back at their place, we were sitting in the sitting area and Mike rolled a joint. I was ok with the joint and joined them smoking it. The joint sort of set us into action. Popper was introduced in the middle of the action. I sniffed the poppers. Being stoned while having sex was quite an experience for me. Every possible positions were explored in the long hot sex. Mike and Joe had so much experience in it that the role was being changed constantly so as the focus was never on one person. I was really enjoying it so much.
Suddenly, Mike stopped and walked away. Joe and I continued the wild sex. Mike came back with a joint, two pills in his hand and a bottle of mineral water. He offered the E to Joe and me. I took the pill. Wild Threesome Part 2 instantly started after the short break. Joe was holding the joint when Mike was going down on me when all of the sudden, Joe went into a seizure. Both Mike and me started to panic. Mike was trying to grab hold of Joe and I was frantically trying to put off the small fire started from joint that Joe dropped. It seemed that it went on forever because both of us were bloody stoned. After a long long while, Mike screamed at me to call for the ambulance. I went to the phone and I looked blank into the phone, obviously having an anxiety attacked from the whole ordeal. Mike had to grab the phone from from me and called the ambulance. I just stood there staring at Joe.
At last the ambulance came. I continued standing still while watching the paramedics wheeling Joe away. Mike followed Joe to the hospital. Feeling miserable, confused and was still so stoned I went back home. At that point of time, I felt so wasted and I have never been so scared of my life. The whole incident kept on repeating in my mind over and over again every time I closed my eyes that night. I vouched to myself that I will never do chem any more.
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
The Letter
The only reason why I wanted the break-up from u is becoz I have lost my TRUST on u ... I know if I were to continue our relationship, I would be the overly possessive one and we both will end up in a major fight. I would rather cut our relationship now then to lose our friendship totally. I do cherish us being friends very much.
Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Teletubbies GAY!
WARSAW (Reuters) - Poland's conservative government took its drive to curb what it sees as homosexual propaganda to the small screen on Monday, taking aim at Tinky Winky and the other Teletubbies.Ewa Sowinska, government-appointed children rights watchdog, told a local magazine published on Monday she was concerned the popular BBC children's show promoted homosexuality.
She said she would ask psychologists to advise if this was the case.
In comments reminiscent of criticism by the late U.S. evangelist Jerry Falwell, she was quoted as saying: "I noticed (Tinky Winky) has a lady's purse, but I didn't realize he's a boy."
Sunday, May 27, 2007
Save The Cheerleader Save The World

After having an disagreement with my bf, i decided to visit my regular sauna for an escape. Arriving at the sauna, I bumped into this nice tall Chinese chap who I had sex with before from one of my previous visit to the sauna. Without hesitation, he lead me into the toilet for a quickie. I had no hesitation because I remembered that he was quite a good fuck.
As soon as we finished, the first sentence that he uttered was, 'when will you be on TV again?'
I was shocked. The last time I was on TV was for a Breakfast Show interview at godforsaken 830am on a weekday. I was interviewed to promoting a cheerleading competition at a mall. I was the event organiser for the competition and all this was due to the interest and the promotion of my bf's passion. My bf is a cheerleader himself and a cheer activist. As an event manger myself, I extended my assistance to promote the sport for him. I did not expect anyone to remember me from that interview.
Apparently, this is not true for this Chinese chap. He had been coming back to the sauna hoping to bumped into me again to tell me that he saw me on the TV.
I asked him why was he not working at that time of a working day. He on a business trip and was free that morning. He was surfing the hotel's TV channel and the one subject that grabbed his attention was the announcement of cheerleading competiton in KL and to his surprise that I was there promoting the sport. And I asked he why was he interested in cheerleading, because he was a cheerleader in his university time in UK. Emmmmmmph ..... an other CHEERLEADER!
'Save the the cheerleader save the world' but which cheerleader do i save now?
Footnote;
'Save the cheerleader save the world' is from the TV series 'HEROES'
'Save the cheerleader save the world' is from the TV series 'HEROES'
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Young Again
It is amazing when men fall in love; they are just like a kid with a new toy. So true like that phrase goes, ‘in every man there is a child in him’. The least thing that you expect him to do is the one thing that he will do.
After going steady and attached for more that 8 years, for both partners everything is predictable, going work to work, coming back from work, seeing friends on the weekend, going to the gym, grocery shopping and the occasional vacation trips. One would imagine that he will be able to judge his ‘lifetime’ partner’s character. But this would be true if there is no intervention from a new love interest for his partner.
After finding out that he could be love by another man, he suddenly found the youth to do the things that he would never like before. He has found the energy and the interest to stay up all night clubbing with his new love interest. Before this, he would be the first one who would want to leave the club. Dressed in blink-blink super tight t-shirt, which he would not be caught in before, was a great change altogether.
Going off to impromptu vacation trip with the new boy friend, was a major shocker. In the olden days, he would plan the entire trip’s itinerary meticulously and was very concern about the budget. This usually took months of planning for one vacation. Now for his new sayang, everything was done last minute.
Out of character, one might say but I guess a man can never really grow up when they are in love. They just become the child again and relive his life again.
After going steady and attached for more that 8 years, for both partners everything is predictable, going work to work, coming back from work, seeing friends on the weekend, going to the gym, grocery shopping and the occasional vacation trips. One would imagine that he will be able to judge his ‘lifetime’ partner’s character. But this would be true if there is no intervention from a new love interest for his partner.
After finding out that he could be love by another man, he suddenly found the youth to do the things that he would never like before. He has found the energy and the interest to stay up all night clubbing with his new love interest. Before this, he would be the first one who would want to leave the club. Dressed in blink-blink super tight t-shirt, which he would not be caught in before, was a great change altogether.
Going off to impromptu vacation trip with the new boy friend, was a major shocker. In the olden days, he would plan the entire trip’s itinerary meticulously and was very concern about the budget. This usually took months of planning for one vacation. Now for his new sayang, everything was done last minute.
Out of character, one might say but I guess a man can never really grow up when they are in love. They just become the child again and relive his life again.
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
Roy
I had been chatting with this young chap on the net. Roy seem to the butch type being 5 ft 11 and a rugby player. He communicated well in English and seemed to be worldly in knowledge. I was very impressed. The only thing that stop us from meeting up was he was living in Sarawak and I was in KL.
Then came the time when he said that he was coming to KL. I was so excited. He told me that he would be staying at his friend's apartment and invited me to come over. When he was in KL, he gave me the address and asked me to come around lunch time. He said his friend would be at work and we would have the whole place to ourself. I was obliged.
As I arrived at the apartment block, I remembered that I also have a friend who was staying in the same block. I did not remember the unit number but I knew where the unit was. As I was slowly tracing the number that Roy gave me, I came to realised that the unit that Roy gave me was the same unit that my friend was stay. Damn! I knock on the door and I saw Roy for the first time. He was much better looking than his picture on the net. I walked in, he grabbed me and had sex right away at the sitting area. After sex, I told him that I knew his friend that owned that apartment. Only then he confessed that he came to KL to also see him as a potential boy friend. I was shocked and I told him that I did not think that it was a good idea that I was seeing him again. He told me that he enjoyed my company and he wanted me to bring him around KL because his (my) friend was working during the day. I agreed to this as the thought of seeing him again just turned me on because of the potential of having sex with him again.
I invited him over to my place instead. He asked me if my place was air-conditioned. I told him that it was not and he told me that he was not able to be at a non air-conditioned place as he sweats a lot. We scraped that idea.
We finally agreed that we were to watch a movie the following day. I told him that I will meet him at the cinema of not wanted to risk of being seen at the friend's apartment. Roy told me he was not able to make his own way to the cinema. I asked him to take the cab and the cab drive would know where the cinema was. He said he could not trust cab driver and insisted that I should pick him up from the apartment. I was stupid enough to agree to this.
After movie and dinner, he wanted to walked about the shopping complex. He said that it was still to early to go back as his (my) friend was coming home late that night. We went into a sport shop and he saw a Nike t-shirt to his liking. He wanted me to buy it for him because he told me that he did not bring enough shirt to KL. He needed a new t-shirt to go out the next night. What the fuck?! I had spent on him for the movie and the nice dinner, now he wanted me to buy him the expensive t-shirt. I just had enough! I told him that I had not enough cash on me then and told him that I was also late for my coffee appointment with friends. I put him in a cab, told the cab driver where the apartment was, give Roy the cab money and bit my farewell forever!
Then came the time when he said that he was coming to KL. I was so excited. He told me that he would be staying at his friend's apartment and invited me to come over. When he was in KL, he gave me the address and asked me to come around lunch time. He said his friend would be at work and we would have the whole place to ourself. I was obliged.
As I arrived at the apartment block, I remembered that I also have a friend who was staying in the same block. I did not remember the unit number but I knew where the unit was. As I was slowly tracing the number that Roy gave me, I came to realised that the unit that Roy gave me was the same unit that my friend was stay. Damn! I knock on the door and I saw Roy for the first time. He was much better looking than his picture on the net. I walked in, he grabbed me and had sex right away at the sitting area. After sex, I told him that I knew his friend that owned that apartment. Only then he confessed that he came to KL to also see him as a potential boy friend. I was shocked and I told him that I did not think that it was a good idea that I was seeing him again. He told me that he enjoyed my company and he wanted me to bring him around KL because his (my) friend was working during the day. I agreed to this as the thought of seeing him again just turned me on because of the potential of having sex with him again.
I invited him over to my place instead. He asked me if my place was air-conditioned. I told him that it was not and he told me that he was not able to be at a non air-conditioned place as he sweats a lot. We scraped that idea.
We finally agreed that we were to watch a movie the following day. I told him that I will meet him at the cinema of not wanted to risk of being seen at the friend's apartment. Roy told me he was not able to make his own way to the cinema. I asked him to take the cab and the cab drive would know where the cinema was. He said he could not trust cab driver and insisted that I should pick him up from the apartment. I was stupid enough to agree to this.
After movie and dinner, he wanted to walked about the shopping complex. He said that it was still to early to go back as his (my) friend was coming home late that night. We went into a sport shop and he saw a Nike t-shirt to his liking. He wanted me to buy it for him because he told me that he did not bring enough shirt to KL. He needed a new t-shirt to go out the next night. What the fuck?! I had spent on him for the movie and the nice dinner, now he wanted me to buy him the expensive t-shirt. I just had enough! I told him that I had not enough cash on me then and told him that I was also late for my coffee appointment with friends. I put him in a cab, told the cab driver where the apartment was, give Roy the cab money and bit my farewell forever!
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
Island Hopping at KK

I was at Kota Kinabalu for the Chinese New Year. I found that the city has so much potential and there are so much yet to be offered. However, the most amazing thing is that the city offers beautiful islands within a boat ride away.
This we did on my second day there. My friend and I opted for island hopping to 3 islands. We chartered a private boat for the just the two of us. The first one was Mamutik. Medium size island that has only camping facility and beach activities. We arrived at the island about 9.30am and we spent the whole morning soaking the sun there. The water was so clear that you can see school of fishes swiming in the sea around the corals without snorkelling.
For lunch, we went to the next island, Manukan. A bigger island that provides nice beautiful chalets with resort facilities. We had lunch there but the price was a bit on the higher price. After lunch, we went to check a sunset sighting venue on the other side of the island. It was a long hike going uphill. The total journey was 3.5 km! By the time we got back to our boat we were knaked. My friend wanted to just go back to KK but I insisted on the last
island.
The last island was Sulug. A small island and desserted. Nothing was there except for a small portion of vegetation and a beach front on one side of the island. Our boatman parked the boat on the one side of the island and we had to walk across a strectch of sand dune of 4 feet high to reach the other side of the beach. The island with white sandy beach, warm clear blue water, blue sky and no one else on the island, invited both of us to skinny dip in the water. It was so nice in the water that we had a quickie in the sea!
We went back to KK with big smile on our faces. Probably the boatman knew what we did on the last island but hell cares! we both were on a holiday.
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